Resonant World #136
A couple of hours ago, I followed an impulse to record an unscripted poem.
I spoke these words with the intention to support anyone engaged in a healing process — whether that be walking your own path, or working with others.
Themes that emerged included:
Opening to the Healing Intelligence
The holographic nature of healing work
Hosting global events in the collective body
Non-linear impacts of healing work
Embracing vulnerability and putting down masks
It’s a new thing for me to experiment with this kind of creative process — and I share the results to honour the part of me that loves liminality, synchronicity, spontaneity and risk. (I also felt inspired by Pamela von Sabljar’s exhortation to follow the ‘sparks of eros’ in our podcast a few weeks ago). (Resonant World #131: Pamela von Sabljar: Sensing Meaning From Eros).
More podcasts and posts coming soon!
Awakening To Trust
Walking this path
It can feel like we’re alone
So disconnected from each other
Walking around in bubbles
And yet we know at the deepest level
We’re all One
How can it be that this seems to be a truth that’s so hard for us to grasp?
When underneath it all — connecting with the nature of reality
The unity provides us with the seeds to allow us to see
Exactly the steps we have to take
On this journey that we’re in
We chose it at some level
Though it doesn’t always seem that way
We can get waylaid
Blaming ourselves
Feeling like we created the situations that we’re struggling with
That’s the moment to take a pause
Come into the Now
And feel whatever it is that we’re in connection with
Because there is a healing intelligence available to come into alignment
Allowing us to feel exactly what the next step should be
It can be difficult to trust this intelligence
The culture didn’t even tell us that it existed
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And yet it’s always there when we learn to slow down
Look around for a moment
Remembering that the answer comes from within
That’s right — can you feel these words landing in your system?
Is there some flash of recognition beginning to come online
That the words I'm speaking are designed to activate a remembrance?
Because we are not who we think we are.
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We’ve been conditioned into beliefs, into structures
Collective, individual, intergenerational
That blind us to our true potential
That’s a problem that we’re all working through
And the answer comes when we allow ourselves
To move together in harmony, coherence, building groups
Starting to communicate with transparency that allows us to see each other
And see ourselves reflected at a deeper level
Because this healing process is a hologram
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The reality that you see around you looks so two-dimensional and yet
We are moving into another parallel way of operating in this reality tunnel
That will allow us to begin to transmute patterns
Energy packets
Past karma
Handed down for us to work through
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To take this crown and wear it on our heads
We are all royalty in this work
Sometimes we fall into comparison
Imagining that we’re falling behind
Or even thinking perhaps that we’re ahead
That’s a trap too and it goes to your head
But the reality is we are all in this together
And the work I do on myself each time I allow the emotions
To come into my awareness
To be felt fully
Not to shrink
To notice my tendency to escape myself
To run away from the truth of what is alive in me
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Each time I catch myself in that process
That is a contribution to the collective emergence
Of a more coherent field
That will ultimately bring us together
And we will recognize that the chaos that we observe in the outer world
The evil that stalks the planet
Is all a reflection of a process taking place in our collective body
And the more of us that come together to host that with awareness
The quicker we will begin to see the change in the outer world reflect this
This is work that is an evolutionary update
We weren’t taught how to do it
We didn’t learn it in school
And yet so many of us are starting to recognize the capacity we hold
To witness what is happening within ourselves
Within each other
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And with that capacity
Dissolve more of the karma
And more of the trauma
And this isn’t a patch
We’re not papering over the cracks here
We are retrieving frozen energy buried deep in the collective unconscious
Bringing it up to the surface for us to work with
And yes it’s difficult sometimes
We shrink back
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We fall off
We appear to be going back down the track
And yet when we unpack what’s happening we start to see
That this is all part of the reality that we are creating together
That there is no going back
There is no going forward
There’s only going within
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And every time we make that choice to bring more consciousness
To the process that we’re in
It ripples out through the field feeding others
Making more breakthroughs possible for people
Not necessarily even those closest to us
Perhaps through the law of entanglement
And complementarity in the quantum field
We’re affecting people on the other side — outside of our daily reality
That is something we can trust
We may not know how it works
And yet it’s clear to me that the work that we do ripples far beyond the edge
Of my own awareness and this — let me share with you
Is a law and a truth that we are all able to work with
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And that means that every time I work on myself
Every trigger I notice
Every time I choose to pause and respond and not fall into reaction
That is a contribution to this greater emergence
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This greater liquification of all the trauma architecture
That has held us trapped for so long
We can each play our role in dismantling it piece by piece
With love, with compassion, with awareness
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No judgment here — that comes from a lower frequency
It’s time for us all to bring ourselves into coherence
Recognizing that that includes the dissonance
Not pushing anything away, not making our reactions wrong
Holding ourselves in compassion
And recognizing that we’re all in a journey of unfoldment
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We find each other on the path
We find the frameworks that help us make sense at an intellectual level
But ultimately we know this work comes from the heart
And if we can keep our hearts open
There is an intelligence there stronger than anything that can come from up there
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And that will allow us to see exactly what needs to happen next
So the invitation I’m offering when you’re feeling like you’re stuck
When you’re feeling like you’re circling around the same old ground
Is to trust deeply
Feel the frequency of that word
Can you sense the energy as I repeat that word once more?
Trust
You can feel it now activating and opening in your system
Yeah, that’s right
It’s a beautiful awakening
A download starts to stream
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Intelligence moving through you
Open now to an idea
Perhaps that you hadn’t had before
Even that you’ve sat here this long absorbing my song perhaps
The smile begins to play across your lips
Some might say that this is ridiculous
Even I can feel self-conscious
Sharing myself in this way
Wishing the aeroplane flying above me would go away
Once again in resistance to what is
Catching myself
Smiling
Allowing
Connecting back to the heart
Feeling the frequency of that energy
The power and capacity it has to dissolve those patterns of pushing
Of striving
Letting it come
Letting the words be said through me
No thought here
Just an open channel from the cosmos to you
And allowing me to become more of myself
Recognizing that risk is involved any time we take off the mask
But putting it down feels so good
Feeling so much gratitude for all of you who’ve watched this
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Feeling the connection we share
Me here sitting in my vulnerability
Uncertain of how I’ll be received
And yet knowing I have done exactly what I have been asked
And shown needs to happen
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Allowing intelligence to do its work
We can all be a channel of grace for one another
And we let ourselves go
Put down the mask
Take the risk
And say the word that needs to be heard by yourself at first
But then by others
We are all vessels
Channels
Hollow bones
For the healing intelligence.
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